Where are you going when your plans do not go as you want? That course
doses if you had aimed and deviates?
Is that what happens to me now, and not what course to take,
do not know if starting over would be best ..... Cost
both were hours and hours spent on only one issue, and I was selfish and thought only in what interested me, and leave behind many things, and did lunges, just to get positive results ...
But what happens when these results are not what you expected? For months
question to do, I forge that goal and I thought that was my way.
Today I realize that my dream was crashed into pieces, that neither my effort, or selfishness led me to that goal so desired ...
Today, I feel I lost my time, and that of others, I feel I lost hours, not because I just thought ... because to me?
After being cooped up in 4 walls, and to mourn and bitching endlessly, and breathless, I aimlessly .....
Where do I go?
now?
may wish to continue to "duel" and allow some time today, I'm confused Angry, Frustrated! Maybe tomorrow
thinks differently, and that wins me back to defy that goal, face it and not give in today .... I just want to close my eyes and think no more .... it still hurts, my pride In my self-esteem, and fills me with insecurity and fear ...
And I thought it was safe ....
I realize I'm very fragile, and now my weakness force me up ...
Maybe tomorrow .....
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